Stuck Out Headstrong
[Verse 1]
I've been roaming around for so long
Got my mind in the gutter, but I still feel so headstrong
In my basement, so f..cking complacent
But I don't know if I can keep this up
Could I borrow your perspective so that i can find what's wrong with me
Cause you're the person I want to be
[Chorus]
And I've been trying to change
I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right
When everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you
And I don't know what's left to find
I've lost my f..cking piece of mind
And I hate myself for growing up to be consumed
[Verse 2]
I understand if I'm not who you thought I would be
Just a little boy filled with apathy
Towards a life that didn't pan out like TV
But I still feel the constant strain
Getting pulled in a million different ways
Into places I can't escape
While I watch everything I held so close rot away
[Chorus]
And I've been trying to change
I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right
When everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you
And I don't know what's left to find
I've lost my f..cking piece of mind
And I hate myself for growing up to be consumed
[Bridge]
By the masses
Filled with grotesque images
In my head
But I confess that I can't f..cking breathe
Suffocating from jealousy
Of where I want to be
[Chorus]
And I've been trying to change
I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right
When everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you
And I don't know what's left to find
I've lost my f..cking piece of mind
And I hate myself for growing up to be consumed