Derez De'shon Pain In My Styrofoam
[Verse 1]
Since I been on TV, bitches seen me and they askin' is it really him?
I got niggas that's locked in the cell and they callin' my phone and ask me how it feel
I still can't believe that it's real
I can't even lie it's gettin' weird
I keep fallin' out with all my peers
But dependin' on me and how I feel, yeah
That Adderall helpin' me see a little clearer, clearer
That man don't recognize myself when I look in the mirror
Prayed for a blessing, gotta take it, I swear it's a miracle
Fighting depression but the drugs make the pain seem invisible
[Chorus]
Roll my pain up in a Backwood, pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go, when the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go, when all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct me if I'm wrong
Ain't nothin' different, nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches, 'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they whisperin' when you gone
[Verse 2]
Tried to do right and everything went left
I need a second, thinking to myself
I need a second just to take a breath
All the lights flashing from the picture
All the fame starting to make me miserable
Tryna hide the pain with prescriptions
Can't feel my face in camera lens
Demons on me and I can't pretend
Got niggas 'round me who ain't really friends
Got weight on my shoulder, it's really weighin'
Swear when I woke up this morning
The bitch with me, I didn't know her
Bitch took a pic while a nigga was snoring
The Instagram shit is annoying
[Chorus]
Roll my pain up in a Backwood, pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go, when the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go, when all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct me if I'm wrong
Ain't nothin' different, nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches, 'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they whisperin' when you gone
[Chorus]
Roll my pain up in a Backwood, pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go, when the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go, when all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct me if I'm wrong
Ain't nothin' different, nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches, 'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they whisperin' when you gone