Derez De'shon No Mo Pain
[Intro]
Yeah, ah
[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there, when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dogs and I miss ‘em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'
[Verse 1]
Back in the gap, standing in the trap, where these niggas never thought I'd make a dime off of rap
Real shit, uh, no cap
Before the mansion, I was living out the house, sleepin' on the couch
Remember meals, before dinner time
Prayin' for a meal, sayin' grace over cereal
Holla if you hear me, dog
I know you feel me, dog
I ain't ever had shit, I still remember, ah
I saw a chance in a second, I don't play wit' time
I dropped a hunnit on a Rollie just to waste some time
I'm way too busy for that bullshit, so don't waste my time
Derez De'Shon
[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there, when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dogs and I miss ‘em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'
[Verse 2]
Where I'm from, dreams only come true when you sleep, when I woke up, I was livin' it
Got a check, bought a Urus, been so busy in the booth, I ain't even drove the ‘ghinni yet
Bought a mansion for the crew, it got a pool and a living room, I ain't even seen it yet
I should prolly sign with my own group ‘cause all they tryna do [?]
Ay yeah, I remember when
I used to sleep on the floor having nightmares
Woke up, daydreamin' ‘bout the lifestyle
Then they cut the lights off, now every diamond on me shinin' when the lights off, yeah
If you ain't been through what I been through, you won't understand
Did everything they said I couldn't do, now look what they sayin'
I'm the man, __ mad
___-tained ‘cause I got a bag
[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there, when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dogs and I miss ‘em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'