Derez De'shon Alot Changed
[Intro]
Listen to this track, bitch
Yeah, uh, yeah, uh
[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
[Verse 1]
Looking in the mirror, can't see myself sometimes
Looking in the mirror, I see death sometimes
Fighting with depression, I need help sometimes
Popping pills, tryna heal this mental health of mine
A lot done changed me
Not no money, not no bitches, thots couldn't change me
My dawg done changed on me a lot, like he got rabies
I woulda gave you everything I got, but you betrayed me
Niggas got lost and now they act like they was saving me
Swear, I can't stand this shit no more, paraplegic
Somebody call the fire marshal, cause I'm heated
Standing in the hole up by myself, guess I was team-less
But I stayed ten-toes down, undefeated
Them niggas jumped off sides and they threw flags, homie
I ain't going back and forth, but I got racks on me
You know whats in that bag, I got straps on me
You don't wanna see me mad, it get mad ugly
I swear that love drove a nigga crazy
Treated you like blood, cut me like a razor
All I showed was love, and you showed me hatred
I ain't tryna judge you, but watched you change, yeah
[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
[Verse 2]
All this pain, all I could do was pray
Sister got raped, what I'm 'posed to say
When she called, I ain't answer, mad to see it [?]
I tell her, its okay, just glad she ain't get AIDS
But she say she feel like dyin' everyday
I swear I feel the teardrop on my eyes to my face
And I swear I be lyin' if I say that I'm okay
Murder on my mind, got me slidin' with the K
Yeah, I shoulda listened to my gut, but I didn't
Niggas shot up my truck, tried to kill me, but they missed me
And ever since that day, when I wake up, I see life different
And ever since that day, I thank God for everything I didn't
Like what my children gonna do if I leave?
What my momma gone do if I'm gone when she need me?
I promise to be strong, don't get me wrong, it ain't easy
Scared to be alone, had what I wanted, but she leave me
And I gave her all the reasons
All the lyin', all the cheatin'
All the time I was following all these demons
I let them trick me out my mind, I was deleted
And all the time I was blind, but I shoulda seen it
I'm sorry, y'all
[Chorus]
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
