A Past Unknown This Is Where We Meet
There is nothing I can ever do to make myself appear
like I have it all together. I’ll watch myself crumble.
Every time I try it gets harder to get it right. Good
motives I have kissed goodbye to sell the product not
the life.
You still see me as a fallen entity, grasping what I
can’t attain by myself, it’s all on display. Give me a
second try that I don’t deserve, failing is part of my
life but it’s what I choose. Do I want to make things
right or get caught up in the spiral that tears my life
apart?
Not on my own I’ll give up every time. I am so frail,
progress is hard to find. I can’t remain in this state
where I fall away, it’s haunting, it’s blaming, it
crushes me. Can I be restored? Where I don’t hurt?
Where mistakes are forgotten? Given a second try to
make things right?
I’m breaking down, is this my fate? You have held me up
for so long but still I disappoint. Your love never
fails; it’s my choice that comes between all You have
planned for me.
Forgive my failures; they are too much to take on, too
much to swallow. I can’t stand on my own, I will always
fall. I can’t do this alone, a never ending cycle that
causes me to stumble and give up what I long for. I
don’t deserve to make this right, I failed, I lost,
this is where we meet.
