Nana Kitade Rasen
Spiral
At 2am, I sigh
Through the phone pressing up against my ear,
In these truths that fall from your lips
Words I shouldn't be hearing keep echoing...
(Words I shouldn't be hearing keep echoing...)
The words "Well always be together."
Who was it who said them that day?
That's right, they're worthless.
Although I know it,
They still don't disappear.
Don't laugh...
And now there's this confliction;
The more I love you, the more it hurts.
What I desire has cornered me
I can feel your inseperable heart...
"Wait; please don't leave."
Should I have sobbed those words?
Although, we can't return to the way we were,
And I know it.
Reality isn't
that soft anymore.
The warmth that interwined us,
And this painful scent,
These memories I can't decide to throw away,
Won't let me be in peace.
Us meeting in the first place,
Was just a mistake, don't you think?
And yet, they won't end:
These memories are
Only sketching themselves into a spiral...
Forever.
Forever, unable to touch you