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Slowly Dying Lyrics


Jaytekz Slowly Dying

[Verse 1]
Uh
There's no one else to blame, I cause my own solitude
I'm the reason why my heart is ripped apart in two
Looked in the mirror and that person there I hardly knew
Like who the f..ck am I? And who have I been talking to
Cause these voices in my head are always talking back
Conversing with myself cause I feel like I'm all I have
And I'mma' take the blame, ain't tryna' point no f..cking fingers
I can't escape the rain, no matter what, pain always lingers
I stay away from everyone I love
No matter what I do I still feel like I'm not enough
Oh would you give a f..ck if I just chose to end it all
And if you do then how the f..ck can you just watch me fall
Can't you see my walls are closing in
Can't you hear the pain and suffering I'm holding in
I need help, I'm just afraid to ask
I'm no longer in control, I'm just waiting to crash

[Chorus]
I'm so f..cked up, I know
I have been dying slow
Please take my pain away
I can no longer stay

[Verse 2]
I isolate myself cause I'm embarrassed of this shit
Cause everybody knows I hate the fact that I exist
I let my secrets out and everybody knows the truth
They know my suicidal tendencies are self-induced
I know there's no excuse why I should wanna' end my life
I'm well aware the grass is greener on the other side
I should be grateful right
So where's the disconnect
When I feel happy why does sadness always interject
It's like my misery is predetermined
I try and smile but deep inside I'm always weak and hurtin'
I know the devil's near and always lurkin'
I feel his presence every time the sun begins emerging
I been searching for so f..cking long
For a light that will remain permanently on
But that light forever seems to fade
Perhaps the dark is just impossible to evade
[Chorus]
I'm so f..cked up, I know
I have been dying slow
Please take my pain away
I can no longer stay


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