Conveyer Resist Admit
What have I done to make You feel this way?
I gave You everything I have
You took it all away
Do I deserve the pain I feel and this emptiness?
Am I alone? Where's my home? Are You still listening?
I can't afford to give You more
This wasn't what I was looking for
What will it take to make You understand?
I don't know if I can trust You
It's getting harder just to love You
What happened to Your so-called "perfect plan?"
Farther and farther away
I find myself falling apart
Deeper and deeper I sink
Reaching for You, I'm reaching for You
Carry me
Bring me peace
Asking questions still unanswered
Please, oh God, give me a sign
I feel as though I'm falling faster, carrying what isn't mine
The questions asked have all been answered
The blame I placed became my hell
Left with nothing at the bottom of the hole I dug myself
I blame myself
Undeserving. Ungrateful. (Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we are righteous. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins.)
Please forgive me for all that I've done
I'm defeated; a shameful son
I have nothing to offer You
I'm on my knees in front of You
Take my life
Have it all
Just give me grace and hear my call
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry