Conveyer Carrier
Here at the crux of my unbelief
I find truth in nothing and no one
Even though I'm proud of what I've done
I hate who I've become
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When the only thing I think is real
Is how often I've come to admit that my hope is fleeting
Tell me what I'm supposed to think
Never questioning anything
Seeing life through innocent eyes, burned into memory
I burden myself with aspiration and purpose
Set it all ablaze with empty intentions
I hope you haven't given up on me
I give you everything I have, take my unbelief
Drown me in the grace I take for granted
From all the doubt that anchors me, I am finally free
Set free from my misery
Drifting further away from truth, carry me back to You
Every regret hails on me
I'm treading water, sink or swim
The tide is pulling me limb from limb
Carry on, You have always known my name
Bring me back to You
This is not who I want to be
Carry on, You have always known my name
Take me back, this is not who I want to be
