Preludes Original Cast Natalya
[NATALYA]
AND I WILL KISS YOU ON THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD
FOR THAT IS THE KINDEST PLACE TO PLACE A KISS
THE MOST REVERENT
COMPASSIONATE
AND DEAR
I AM A JOYFUL PERSON
AN OPTIMISTIC PERSON
BUT SOMETIMES I GET SCARED
YOU'VE BEEN DROWNING SO LONG IN YOUR OCEAN
WHAT IF MY BOUNDLESS JOY HAS A LIMIT AFTER ALL
AND I'M NOT THE ROCK YOU NEED TO SAVE YOU
YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT
YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT
HOW MANY TIMES CAN I ANSWER THE SAME QUESTIONS
HOW MANY TIMES CAN I SAY THE SAME THING
THE SAME THING
WHY DON'T YOU JUST SNAP THE f..ck OUT OF IT
YOUR DARK UNKNOWABLE DEPRESSION
YOUR FANTASTIC SPIRALING BLACK VOID
ISN'T IT PATHETIC?
ISN'T IT A CHOICE?
CAN'T YOU DECIDE?
I DON'T WANNA THINK EVERYTHING I KNOW THAT YOU ARE TERRIFIED I THINK
YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT
YOU ARE IN A HOLE
AND SO I JUMP INTO THE HOLE
BUT I CAN'T GET YOU OUT
OH MY BIFURCATED GENIUS
HOW I WISH YOU COULD HEAR THE THINGS YOU ARE
WHEN YOU'RE BURSTING AND BLEEDING
SHAKING AND SHINING AND SHATTERING
HOW CAN YOU KEEP THAT INSIDE YOU?
HOW DARE YOU HOLD YOURSELF DOWN
WHY DON'T YOU JUST SNAP THE f..ck OUT OF IT
GO SCREAMING ON A CLIFFSIDE
GO RACING IN A THUNDERSTORM
DO DRUGS IN THE DESERT
SEE VISIONS IN BLACK SMOKE
HAVE AFFAIRS
CRY CONFESSIONS
DO WHATEVER YOU NEED TO DO
TO MAKE YOURSELF WHOLE AGAIN
GO SHAVE YOUR HEAD
AND RUN WITH THE BULLS
JUST DO IT QUICK
BEFORE I GET SICK OF YOU
I DON'T EVER WANNA GET SICK OF YOU
I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE BETTER ONE
BUT THE TRUTH IS I'M NO BETTER THAN YOU
