Orphanage Chameleon
You're hiding behind the face of your victims An imitation of the ones you killed Afraid... To see yourself in the mirror (the mirror lies!) Afraid... To be yourself in real life Bastard! Coward! I've blackened my inner self of innocence And it's tearing my soul apart I'm abused Misused Confused And I died (mentally!) Am I what you call insane? My mind decayed with hate, I lost my common sense Thus cannot tell right from wrong Revenge! To avenge with a relentless killing spree! I cannot be saved no more... This childhood of mine betrayed My sanity fades away while sowing my seeds of hate Now tell me who's to blame! I'm afraid to be And afraid to see, to live my life as myself, so a Chameleon of life I'll be! I'll escape and be someone else! Memories from the past keep haunting me All visions of guilt and shame that will make me cry Even make me kill!... And hide my face from you! Afraid... To see yourself in the mirror It lies... It defies... To unleash your demise
