Monaleo Diary Of An Og
[Hook]
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl, yeah, yeah
[Verse 1]
Parentified
Talking to myself, I can't identify
Who it is I want to be and who I am inside
There's a lady in the mirror I don't recognize
Like who am I?
Who was I called to be?
How can I be myself when I don't know me?
Feel like I owe the world but it don't owe me
Overcompensate for baggage people don't see, yeah
[Hook]
Oldеst girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always bе the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
[Verse 2]
You gotta cook and clean and wash everything
You got a roof over your head, what more do you need?
For the longest those words have been following me
So much so as an adult I forgot I had needs
I forgot it was my world too
I wasn't brought in this world to be a stepstool
I am just as great as whoever I stand next to
Even if I'm not who you expected to, but still I'll always be the oldest girl
I know I'm not the only girl
Surrounded, still a lonely girl
Sincerely, your oldest girl
[Hook]
Oldest girl
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl