Merrimack By Thy Grace
O Lord, the time is now to kill the silence of prayers,
to scream at the face of all this vow of obedience.
Give my will the strength to march toward Thee in
nudity, submission and holiness. Lead me to the gates
of the worlds below, O divine light from the North, to
the secrets of the 11 Kings of Edom, where no light
dwells but the black one that strives against creation.
Let me descend, O Lord, and cross Thine Abyss and stand
at Thy Left at the edge of divinity. Adonaï, the time
is now that Thy Divine Ways are sought and walked to
leave behind the house of mundane futility to seek Thy
Breath beyond the gates of night and receive The
blessing of darkness by Thy Grace, by Thy Very Holy
Grace!
Adonaï, hear this soul that sings Thy Glory. These
knees are made for kneeling and that is just what they
do, so grant Thy Favours to this son of Thine. Adonaï,
in the times of glorification, put Thy Fire in my
throat, put Thy Fire in my throat! Fill it up of Thee
so that I can sing Thy Perfection. Put Thy Thom in my
heart so that I can die, and by Thy Grace, and Thy
Grace only shall I be reborn, by Thy Grace, by Thy Very
Holy Grace!
Adonaï, my one and only god! For too long have I put
quietude in my prayers, for too long have I delayed the
decisive moment when the pact is sealed and there is no
turning back. And in Thy Very Holy Name, by Thy Very
Holy Grace, shall I descend into death and bathe in Thy
Divine Darkness that shall open my eyes to Thy Very
Holy Truth, never to return, never! May this be my
prayer for today, and forever more.
Adonaï, uphold my soul so that I do not fail; grant me
the strength to withstand Thy Glance, and deny me not
as I march toward Thy Victory. Do not spare me,
manifest in all Thy Glory, and by Thy Grace sanctify
me!
And in the end, Adonaï, I know all these words are
Thine. What a long road to Thy Domain so far from life.
May the pilgrimage begin, beyond the borders of this
world, beyond all safety and sanity, beyond laughs and
eulogies, to where I shall find Thee at the edge of
transcendence, by Thy grace, by Thy Very Holy Grace!
