Madam X Wish You Away
When the lights go down
And I'm lying alone
Staring at the ceiling
Girl, if I was wrong
Tell me why you're lying here
And you're not leaving
I must confess
I'm a total mess
You tore the heart
Out of my chest
You hold both halves
In your hands
I'm barely breathing
I wish you away
But for today
But for all the reasons
I beg you to stay
Can't do this again
All we do is pretend
We set the world on fire
Now it feels like the end
Oh I can't
I can't wish you away
When the smoke is clear
And there's nothing left to say
And there's no feeling
I'll miss the sex
I'm a f..cking wreck
I'll miss your legs around my neck
I'll miss your nails across my chest
But I'm still leaving
I wish you away
But for today
But for all the reasons
I beg you to stay
Can't do this again
All we do is pretend
We set the world on fire
Now it feels like the end
Oh I can't
I can't wish you away
I wish I could tell you how I feel
When my body's numb
You go round and round like a bullet
In a roulette gun
Wish I could pull the chord on us
And leave without a sound
But I can't
No I can't
I can't wish you away
Can't hold back the sun
Cause I'm lying all alone
And the bullet's in the gun
Can't do this again
All we do is pretend
We set the world on fire
Now it feels like the end
Oh I can't
I can't wish you away
Away