Loc Saint Alot On My Mynd (feat. Nautikal)
[Intro]
Yeah, you ever been to that point where your brain is so clouded with..
A million thought running at once?
You feel like your brain is about to split
[Bridge]
I got a lot on my mind, it's hard to focus
A lot on my mind, it's hard to think
A lot on my mind, it's hard to live
A lot on my mind, it's hard to die
[Chorus: Loc Saint]
I got a lot on my mind cause I know there's a lot on the line
Life got me thinking, feel like i'm sinking, no one to save me, left me behind
I got a lot on my mind
Homie i'm just tryna stay on my grind
This money got me scheming
I been f..cking with these demons
I'm tryna do good believe me
Lord I swear that i'm trying
Just got a lot on my mind
[Verse 1][Loc Saint]
The weight of the planet is up on my back and it's stacking on top of me, give me lobotomy / strife got me wounded like bodily injury poppin these pills just to gimme some energy / Can't really tell who my friend or my enemy if you relate turn it up and get feelin me / Everyday they been plottin on killin me stressin my heart and it's startin to hinder me / problems keep comin [?] homies still lie to me people depend on me crying no doubt / homies that [?] my life is a struggle that's what this about / I kick it with gangsters [?] head bangers that head from the south
I'm humble in all of my ways, but so many haters keep runnin they mouth
Word on the block is that Loc is deceased
I ain't beefin with that [?] peace
Gotta keep it one hundred real
For babies, the wife, and the family not to mention got one on the way
Money too business is just as indigenous where I come from there's only one way
Rather than hustlin, jackin, and sluggin
I'm smokin and poppin and shootin and chuggin and nothin come easy when livin legit
When the only thing that you knew was the shit
Trying to be a good man for my family [?] hard to die and that's why I named the label it's all because
[Hook]
I got a lot on my mind
Cause I know there's a lot on the line
Life got me thinking, feel like i'm sinking, no one to save me, left me behind
I got a lot on my mind
Homie i'm just tryna stay on my grind
This money got me scheming
I been f..cking with these demons
I'm tryna do good believe me
Lord I swear that i'm trying
Just got a lot on my mind
[Verse 2][Nautikal]
And I just can't take the pain up out of it
I feel like Jacob the alchemist
But humble like on some Malcolm shit
People bumpin they guns and they hustlin nothing just trusted my blessing I crush em myself and i'm provin they nothin
These thoughts in my head they tell me i'm somethin (ugh ah)
But I need to find out what's real for myself
If I don't then i'm stuck and I reach out for help
Cause I need to make it through this if I want wealth
Cause I need wealth, but I feel that my brain is long decayed
And I feel that my soul has been gone for days
And I did this all for my songs to play
Depression plays the heat of this
So I think ima drink a fifth
Return and then go kill some shit
Really wanna have everyone that's around me lately leave me the f..ck alone
But the world around me [?]
(so many questions)
I'm really confused and don't know what to do
All I know is this world is lonely and ouu
I gotta figure out me somethin to do
I gotta go fix this, cannot miss this, with a lot on my mind, can I get a witness
Motherfuckers really wanna understand what i'm talkin bout but they just do not get this
[Hook]
I got a lot on my mind
Cause I know there's a lot on the line
Life got me thinking, feel like i'm sinking, no one to save me, left me behind
I got a lot on my mind
Homie i'm just tryna stay on my grind
This money got me scheming
I been f..cking with these demons
I'm tryna do good believe me
Lord I swear that i'm trying
Just got a lot on my mind