Letallis Idle Fears
You fed me all this time and bestowed to me an appetite that was prime
The very light to my day
So why am I pushing you so far away?
Now the blood is on my hands because I'm killing the very thing that I love
Brought on by irrational fears
Subconscious and grey
I'm afraid to lose what I have yet to obtain
Falling for the iron grip of idle fears
I put you off for temporary satisfaction
Only to be chained by my self condemnation
And I'm left to wonder when the day comes when my dreams are pulled under
Never to return
I'm writhing with frustration as the idea of failure has me paralyzed
Pull back at the realization that I'm running out of time
Oh reverie, how you've haunted this life of mine to be
I've let opportunity wilt away
Like a garden thats been cut off from the rain
Now the blood is on my hands because I'm killing the very thing that I love
Brought on by irrational fears
Subconscious and gray
I'm afraid to lose what I have yet to obtain
