Julia Nunes Comatose
Baby, I don't really know
If I'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself.
I'm sorry I'm numb
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought I was somebody else.
I down cups of sludge
And stay up forever,
'Cuz I'm too afraid of what happens when I fall asleep.
You can't drift away if you keep on holding tight.
Trust me it's not worth the fight.
Baby I swear that I don't really know
If I'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself.
I'm sorry I'm numb
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought I was somebody else.
I know that you checked my pulse
To see if I was freaking out,
'Cuz you were freaking out.
But I remain comatose
From coast to coast,
'Cuz everyone I care about is miles away.
Can't figure out the words to say.
I made a mistake.
It's not my fault if I can't see
How you could fall so easily.
And I am never going to be
What you saw inside of me.
I'm thinking of
Reasons not to love you,
Ways I can push you away.
And it's safe to assume
When you step in this room
You should thank your stars for every day.
And I don't really know
If I'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself.
I'm sorry I'm numb
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought I was somebody else.
