Jaytekz Chasing Ghosts
I think about the times that we spent together
Every moment that we shared felt like it last forever
Was so caught up in your presence and the past was severed
You're a blessing sent from heaven, you're my greatest treasure
It's so hard for me to grasp you're no longer here
My entire world collapsed and it drowned in tears
All I feel is fear now from you moving on
The only comfort that I have here is this stupid song
So I write about my pain and my broken heart
Take a trip down memory lane in a stolen car
Hoping I get far enough to relive what we were
Hoping it lasts long enough before it's all a blur
Now I'm slurring out my words cause I'm f..cking drunk
Deeply immersed in all my sorrows like a ship that sunk
Can't escape this funk no matter how hard I try
So I drink until I'm slumped and feel the pain subside
But when I wake up and I realize you're still absent
Feels like we break up all over, constant reenactments
Caught in my entrapments always getting f..cking high
Knowing when I come down the pain is multiplied
I just hope to find myself again cause I been lost
Ever since you left my life half my heart dissolved
I'm exhausted chasing ghosts from my broken past
Time to balance out these lows with this hopeless glass
You stole a part of me
When you left my side
My heart can hardly beat
Part of me has died
I'm walking down a path
That does not exist
Regretful of my past
So I reminisce
Once upon a time
I thought that you were mine
I lost myself in you and
Now I cannot find
The person I once knew
Before you and I met
There's nothing I can do now
I wish I could forget
Once upon a time
You stole a part of me
I lost myself in you and
My heart can hardly beat
The person I once knew
I'm walking down a path
There's nothing I can do
So I reminisce
It's like I love you and I hate you I just can't decide
You caused me so much pain but still, you made me feel alive
My heart is filled with pride, bitterness, and anger now
You were the closest to me how the f..ck we strangers now
I meant to make you proud, I never meant to make you leave
And now I'm plagued with all these doubts like was this make-believe
Cause I just can't perceive the fact that maybe you deceived
All the trust, love and promises i once received
And now I question what I'm worth if anything at all
I keep these memories preserved that's why the wound is raw
I know it's all my fault cause I refuse to let you go
I had you planted in my heart and I was watching you grow
Now I must let you die
In the world of my mind
I must turn the next page
Leave the chapter behind
This disaster declined my happiness and my joy
I just pray within time, God will help heal the void
You stole a part of me
When you left my side
My heart can hardly beat
Part of me has died
I'm walking down a path
That does not exist
Regretful of my past
So I reminisce
Once upon a time
I thought that you were mine
I lost myself in you and
Now I cannot find
The person I once knew
Before you and I met
There's nothing I can do now
I wish I could forget
Once upon a time
You stole a part of me
I lost myself in you and
My heart can hardly beat
The person I once knew
I'm walking down a path
There's nothing I can do
So I reminisce
