I Made You Myself What I've Learned
Through our the years I've shown
Nothing but the utmost respect for you
Broken every now in my body just to hold you above me
Stood quiet when you spoke, I took my thoughts and kept them to a hush
God it hurts to keep such truth behind my teeth
Hell, it's gotta pay off sometime
But when I think it's time to shed some light
To say how I really feel, I get scared
With every once of strength and fear
I let my words be heard
Drag each feeling from my mouth and set them kindly at your feet
But I was wrong to think that you would embrace my courage with open arms
The only thing I get for trying
Is the guilt from my every fault
I had wasted so much time and pride on reaching out, on love and forgiveness
To believe is to be let down
Over and over again
I guess that the only thing left to do I just give up on everything
I'll just give up on everything
I'll just give up on everything and move on
