This Is What I Get Lyrics

Waterpistol This Is What I Get

if you listen first then you may not reach this end. you
may be happy for as long as you pretend. everything that
is said is done. forget the fact that for her it's just
not as fun. i know it's bad enough i missed. lost in the
madness of a kiss. and left to feel the way i do. the
cost of loving someone who won't love you. now i'm dying.
there's nothing left. i've shown through and can't reset.
for that this is what i get. waiting after you. i'm sorry
for holding on so long without your help. i tried my best
to understand. you wanted this and i confess. i'm so
selfish to think i had a right to seek perfection.
waiting after you. and you think i gave it all up. i gave
it all to be where i am. and i feel this breaking my
heart. but i was tired of waiting and listening for the
day you would tell me when it's okay. it's ok now. i've
grown from this somehow