Trap Pat Losing My Mind
[Hook:]
I've been losing my mind
I've been losing my goddamn mind
[Verse 1:]
Had a talk with God and he said he can't forgive me
I asked him why, cause I let the devil tempt me
Fell in love with money
Went to bed with greed
Got everything I want, but nothing that I need
All I do is rob
All I do is steal
Living so fake and nothing seems real
Yea I got skills, but I don't got a deal
So, if I drop a song
Who the hell cares?
I keep digging
Deeper in myself
People so broke
All they got is wealth
People so rich, but they don't got health
I ain't pick the game or cards that I'm dealt
Living all my nightmares, calling it a dream
Saw the door to hell and yea I got the keys
No more angels, demons haunting me
Trapped in my mind and this is what I see
The devil he said he got everything I want
Yea you want the money!
Yea you wanna stunt!
So then I signed the deal
Then he rolled a blunt
Then he took a puff, then said you f..cked up!
Blew smoke in my face, said it's too late
Gave me all my chains and gave me all the pain
I ain't sell my soul
I just sold my fate
And ever since that day
Nothing was the same
[Hook:]
I've been losing my mind
I've been losing my goddamn mind
I've been losing my mind
I've been losing my goddamn mind
[Verse 2:]
Had a talk with the devil, he said I'm too cool
Trap work, f..ck bitches and f..ck school!
Then I said damn
He's my biggest fan
Looked at myself
And I ain't see a man
I ain't see a soul
I ain't feel a thing
Never been a prince
I was born a king
But I am a peasant, cause that's what I act like
Life's just a movie and I can't get my act right
Looking out the window
Trying to see myself
Looked in the mirror, saw everyone else
I couldn't even tell you what that feet like
Cause I swear some days, I can't even feel life
Running from these demons
Damn they almost got me
I just keep it real, man I hope they copy
Running from the devil
I swear I need help
And then I realized, I was running from myself
[Hook:]
I've been losing my mind
I've been losing my goddamn mind
I've been losing my mind
I've been losing my goddamn mind
Damn