Trakboss Fading Away
(Verse 1)
Yesterday I woke up thinking that it was tomorrow
Everyday the same when you drowning in your sorrows
Trying to numb the pain with this bottle of the Zarco
No money to my name and I'm not the one to borrow
Pride is the enemy, ego is his friend
And they're both responsible for the position that I'm in
But f..ck it, I'm a man, I can stand on my own
I never ask for a hand, I'd rather make it alone
I'm giving up hope, losing sight of my dreams
Jelani say it ain't all bad despite what it seems
And Jessica say that she got me anytime that I need
Cause she can see the potential and just want me to succeed
And I rarely go to the church cause I'm not very religious
But I do pray to God that he keep me in good spirits
But I don't think he hears it cause I still feel the same
Mary Jane to the brain keeps me sane when it rains
(Hook)
I wish I knew it all
But truth is every now and then I get lost
My back against the wall
Got to get this pressure off
So I'm burning pretty leaves
And I'm sipping on the sauce
And it's working cause
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away, I'm fading away
(Verse 2)
I'm fading away, feels like I'm losing myself
My pride still in the way cause I aint looking for help
Just take a look on the shelf, empty bottles of 'Nac
And I say that with pride like ain't no problem with that
I'm just a cool nerd nigga with a lot of room to grow
Student of the game, learning shit I never knew before
God blessed me with a flow yet I'm living like a sinner
Distracted by these hoes who just looking for a winner, damn
And getting pussy ain't never been my dilemma
The problem is sticking around after I been in her
We kick it like a ninja for a minute then I spin her
You're getting wrong signals, baby, switch up your antenna
I'm not much of a swimmer but I'm going off the deep end
Trying to figure out how I let these demons creep in
And then it seeped in through all the confusion
If I know it all aint no wrong for improvement
(Hook)
I wish I knew it all
But truth is every now and then I get lost
My back against the wall
Got to get this pressure off
So I'm burning pretty leaves
And I'm sipping on the sauce
And it's working cause
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away (yeah), I'm fading away (yeah)
I'm fading away, I'm fading away
Life man,
Blunt full of funk,
Sauce in my cup,
That'll make me feel better,
TrakBoss