Totalselfhatred Cold Numbness
Walking again in the pale morning
With this gnawing emptiness
Am I awake or still asleep?
Lost in twilight
Release me from this suffering
Self-inflicted loneliness
Sorrow
Nothing will be
Only shades of the past
Haunting me
Horrors and chills of a self-inflicted war
Einsamkeit, Leere
Sorrows and kills of self-inflicted war
Scratch marks on these desecrated walls
Sheltering my isolated mind
As the sparks of hope die under a rain of tears
Everything flowing into the cold numbness
