Totalselfhatred Ascension
			
Longing for the way out
 To bathe in the blinding light
 Golden fields Wither
 To dust under my steps
 Through these endless catacombs of life
 Do i wander, do i stride
 Silently leaping into the nothingness
 Sheltered within myself
 Desert of desolation
 Barren land all i can see
 Throw sand into my eyes
 And i'll rinse them with knowledge
 Rain of grieving angels
 Awakens the sleeping life
 In a Mirage the glare of GOD
 On stony steps i breathe suffering
 Ascending from the sin of convention
 Rising
 Breathing the pain
 Climbing and fighting
 For the highest gain!