Terminus State Of Nonbeing
I cannot feel now
Emotions disappear
State of nonbeing
Consumes the remnants here
Desensitized to myself
Cannot sense the center
Covered in a white shroud
Buried unmarked grave site
Shell of former self here
Drained of all my feelings
Winter gale whips me
Mirrors desolation
Visions are within me
Denigrated cast out
No one else allowed close
I endure the chaos alone
Cutting deep I try to feel
A semblance of a life that’s not
Never want existence here
Will not leave a f..cking trace
Destroy my memories
As you wipe me from the conscious mind
Seeking ending to this life
That I choose to leave behind
Leave the barren world to you
I will cross that long barred gate
Reach the state of nonbeing
Swept away by winds of time
Into the abyss I go
Never to be seen again
Leave it all behind, no fear
Oblivion that comes at last