I Can't Even Lift My Head Lyrics

Sufjan Stevens I Can't Even Lift My Head

If I ever should disappear
What would I come to?
What would I come to believe?

If I had seen the father
What would his face do?
What would his face do to me?

Oh, I can't even lift my head
To say a word
To say a word to you
I can't even recognize
What I did wrong
What I did wrong

Oh, I can't even lift my head
To say a word
To say a word