Not Breathing Lyrics

Soul Whirling Somewhere Not Breathing

it's deaf here underwater. and it's crushing my ears. but
this sea of abandoned things has kept me for so long, and
keeps me warm, a little, and churns me into aloneness; a
familiar bed that consoles the panic, and makes me
believe that i'm closer to myself with nothing between
deafness. and if i'm not breathing, then i can't hear
myself. and that's the only thing that's still real to
me. as long as i can float within each sigh, i'll still
stay alive in the life of my aloneness.