Solar Fake Wish Myself Away
[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm high above the earth
And distance means that my voice remains unheard
And of all the smooth ways I could have chosen
Over the years when I've been frozen
I always picked the one
That would lead me further away
[Verse 2]
Whenever I tried to climb up the wall
To catch a clearer glimpse, I was not afraid to fall
And of all the right words I could have spoken
Over the years when I was broken
I always picked the onеs
That would lead me further away
[Chorus]
And if my lifе appears so small, it's where I still belong
There's not a thing I could recall
I'm not dividing right from wrong
And if I fall again, then I'm inclined to stay right down
‘Cause in the end all that I want is to wish myself away
[Verse 3]
With every turmoil in my head
That I have lost, I never felt like I was dead
And of all the cool things I could have dreamt of
Over the years, I smelt your scent, I only dreamt of you
And it leads me further away
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I don't want to make this right
I don't want to get inside
I never felt so left alone by anyone
I do not choose to fight
But stay out of the light
To reach out of the dark
And try to find you there again
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Is to wish myself away
I wish myself away
And if I fall again, then I'm inclined to stay right down
‘Cause in the end all that I want is to wish myself away
