Softheart Growth Spurts
[Verse 1]
I never had much sense of self worth
Ain't that obvious
I never asked for what's been dealt
No sense in hiding it
So strange how we act so sane
How ironic is it
The only time that I found peace
Is admitting that I can't control
What's inside of me
Don't need to tell me everything
Just don't lie to me
[Chorus]
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
Or at least don't tell me lies
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
If i can't look in your eyes
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
No point in wasting my time
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
Yeah as long as you're still nice
[Verse 2]
Don't know how to see instinct
I don't wanna feel insane
Sometimes I don't wanna feel anything
Has it happened yet I can't say
My sins, misdeeds, riding, down shits creek
Sometimes I don't wanna feel anything
I'm just wondering if you miss me
But I still don't know why i get so moody all the time
Guess I could blame it on the bloodline
Don't know If I should trust my heart or trust my mind
I hope that I can find out sometime
Don't know how to see instinct
I don't wanna feel insane
Sometimes I don't wanna feel anything
Has it happened yet I can't say
[Bridge]
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
(my sins, misdeeds, riding down shits creek)
Say what you mean don't
(Sometimes I don't wanna feel anything)
Say nothing mean though
[Verse 3]
In the covers I roll
Imma try and hold
On because I know the moment
You feel that pain in your legs
It's right before you grow
Keep me ten toes
Could go on your instagram
But I don't ever look or check
Cause I don't wanna know
Haunt me like a ghost
Shit it's not like anybody's even calling anyway
Still I shut off the phone
Tryna go home
I still see you everywhere
And every time I dream
I hope one day it finally goes
[Chorus]
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
Or at least don't tell me lies
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
If i can't look in your eyes
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
No point in wasting my time
Say what you mean don't
Say nothing mean though
Yeah as long as you're still nice
