Softheart As I Am
Finally found where the good things hide at
It's better late then never i guess
Cause there's no point in not filling wasted space
I guess time flies when you stay and wait
Still holding as bitter as i am
Say it's for the best while you're still crying
Trying all the things to make you stay
And not realizing i can't make you change
Nothing together about my act
Act surprise when the thin ice cracks
Carrying all the weight to make you sink
Type of thing to stop and make you think
Like please not today
Not this way
I'm anything but blank
But sometimes i don't want to feel a thing
So when i dream
I don't see your face
Think it's here to stay
It's here today
But in a blink
It's gone away
But it's not a waste
It's just not oasis
Not a waste
Just not oasis
(s, blank, blank, well i guess there's nothing else to do, at least nothing productive or self fulfilling. all you can do is try. anything besides that is just a waste of your time, and everyone else effected by you. just do your best, it's the truest cliche. sometimes i wonder if there's some sort of divine of just moral punishment before death. i wonder if you realize all the things you could have done right when you know it's too late. i don't want to have regrets. i want to die happy like i lived the best i could. i don't want to fight anything. i just want to find peace. i just want to love and be loved and i don't think i'm owed anything. try not to be selfish. but i'm human and that's fine as long i try my best, s, blank, blank, but i'm human and that's fine as long as i try my best.)
