Owen Dead For Days
This is where the cop said his head hit
He'd been dead for days
Eighteen hours away
I didn't see him
But Tim did
That part hadn't changed
Since we were kids
Now I've got friends that don't know me
A wife that's disowned me
You in concept only to miss
And I've been sober
For over
Two weeks
The only thing I learned from that man
Is I'd rather be estranged than next of kin
This is where my rock-bottom is
It's a short fall from grace
Such a tiny stage
I can't believe the lies that my mouth spit
I can't believe she stayed
As long as she did
I'm so over
Being sober
The needs are in me not the drink [?]
I'm riding a fine line
An accidental overdose or suicide
Tell my mom she was right all along
And tell my kids this is where my head hit
This is what a mind in flux looks like
I ain't got a bed
To rest my head
This is how I hide
From a guilt that won't subside
I ain't got a good reason
For leaving
