Nikita Lev Nihilistic Baby
Give me something to think about
Give me someone to cope without
Just put me in a movie
And
Distance yourself from me
You lied to me before you left
You said that I'd see you again
Anything to give you an edge
But
No one could survive your scorched bridge
I've thought about calling you up late
And
Catching you off guard so answer and stay
On the line
And you wait
For me to say
Something crazy
And you won't care nihilistic baby
I don't actually care if you had a good reason
You left me with none
So I get to say whatever I want
My only little relief of freedom
I've thought about calling you up late
And
Catching you off guard so answer and stay
On the line
And you wait
For me to say
Something crazy
And you won't care nihilistic baby
You make me nauseous to think about
Your name turned to vitriol in my mouth
I hate what you did
I hate what you said
I hate that I care and that you're indifferent
I've thought about calling you up late
And
Catching you off guard so answer and stay
On the line
And you wait
For me to say
Something crazy
Something maybe
To make you sorry…but it couldn't.
Nihilistic Baby
