Nikita Lev I'm Already Looking For You
On the way home slightly high driving with a stigmatism in my eyes
east on the highway
Listening to a crude drawing of an angel
Seventeen minutes till I'm home.
Everything makes me cry these days
and I've been thinking about your mouth
how you turn a phrase.
My excuses aren't enough to make you worth my devastation
Every time you don't answer the phone
Looking helplessly around
a crowded room
If you're looking for me
I'm already looking for you
I hate how casually i say shit that means so much to me
backhandedly you reluctantly reply to me
I don't wanna stop expecting things from you
but I might have to
because it's getting too painful to continue.
But in my mind your existence is relentless
so watch me eat my words till they are pointless
No matter how many unwitting confessions
I never seem to learn a lesson
Looking helplessly around
a crowded room
If you're looking for me
I'm already looking for you
Roaming around looking for human connection
What's life lacking sexual tension?
Stand still like a statue
while you wait for people to come and paint you.
