Neck Deep Sick Joke
[Verse 1]
Don't wake me up
It's the best that I've felt in weeks
And to be completely honest
I'd rather be happily dead or asleep
[Pre-Chorus]
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
Cos I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it
[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
[Verse 2]
And most days it all feels the same
I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick, sick joke
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat
[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
[Pre-Chorus]
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
Cos I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it
[Bridge]
And some day I'll find you like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke
Am I still here cos I can't tell
[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over
No I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay
That I'm still here and I'm not dead