Mary Magdalan Bent
The scene of the crime on sunset and vine
flying on lines and two dollar wine
at 2: 39 room 239 sirens wailing off in my mind
or maybe im just too f..cking high
i'll never know why life of a fiend obsessive obscene blowing off steam
with no self esteem im starting to scream
i'm paranoid, i need some air, i need to stand over the edge
cause i don’t really f..cking care about myself
cause i was the one who was born in this hell
now im in hotels huffing narcotics
shit is so hopeless drunk alcoholics junkies
mum you f..cked me now im alone and nobody cares or loves me
heart of a stone and everyone knows im a druggie life is ugly
dear god can i please have a sec of your time
i'm outta my mind this time i'm paralyzed
and it's still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and shizo flips of purple haze
purple haze
i've seen comatoses from drug overdoses
i'm drowning in vodka feels like it's ocean
we’re oceans apart and now i have no one nothing weak cause part of me's crushing f..cking destruction my head is concussing i'm in the abyss clenching my fist
now i wanna die, no, i wanna live
cause death has been on me since i was a kid
and i'm still standing on these church steps with my heartbeat pounding through my chest, praying to god playing with death and this hatred has my mindset
on 2 matches
and a can of gas burning off my skin to hide my darkest days and sins of the past and broken glass in my nightmares when you're not there
but you're never there
and i can't fight it in the mirror see you everywhere
and i still spit at my refection and this wickedness rejection vicious cycles bad intentions my demise
and its still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and schizo flips of purple haze
purple haze
junkies alone in this world whooo oh
oh sadness drips into my days and shizo flips of
purple haze
purple haze
crushing f..cking destruction my head is concussing im in the abyss clenching my fist now i wanna die, no, i wanna live
cause death has been on me since i was a kid
