Marilia Adamaki Weep
My mood changes violently
One minute I'm sad
The other I'm angry
One second I'm mad
And then I look happy
It's never normal
It always looks extreme
And it's tough
To putting up with it
I'm not okay
I never claimed to be
So don't ask me
How do I really feel
It can be tiring living with me
And I'm thankful that you are helping me
I'm all dressed up
In such enthusiasm
And suddenly I won't leave the house
I'm about to lock myself up
And never go out
I'm always failing at smiling
Cause it always looks forced
So I stopped trying
Cause it doesn't worth
I'm not okay
I never claimed to be
So don't ask me
How do I really feel
It can be tiring living with me
And I'm thankful that you are helping me
I love crying in crowded places like trains
Where nobody is asking me if I'm okay
I like hiding behind my glasses and hat
So no one can see how miserable I really am
And I can cry anywhere and so bad
But nobody is actually aware of that
I'm not okay
I never claimed to be
So don't ask me
How do I really feel
It can be tiring living with me
And I'm thankful that you are helping me
And every time I sleep
My problems haunting me
And then I start to weep
Till I can barely breathe
Insomnia takes the wheel
And it's the worst thing
