Marilia Adamaki Mood
Sometimes I sense that I'm getting it too far
Thank God that feeling doesn't last
Those who I truly love I hurt
And it's too late until they overcome
Then once again I'll go away
Because I regret for the mistake I made
And these words back I'll take
I don't want you this to face...
But me I can't look sad
Because it'll be considered bad
And I can't let my anger to be seen
Because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
And what I feel
Always because that's what the others believe...
I don't know what is this that makes me
From everyone keep a distance
Maybe because I'm afraid of their aggressive stance
The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating
Neither their words are no longer humiliating
But me I can't look sad
Because it'll be considered bad
And I can't let my anger to be seen
Because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
And what I feel
Always because that's what the others believe...
What's going on with my mood
My happiness disappears soon
In the depression myself I lose...
