Marilia Adamaki Depression
Hey I'm not in a good mood lately
Not that I ever was
I just wanted someone to talk
I hope I don't bother you
I don't call you frequently
And I don't complain about my problems anymore
Even if they're not real after all
I don't say negative things like it's something wrong
We don't talk about our feelings we're afraid of the world
I don't really feel anything at all
No sadness,no anger,no disappointment anymore
Just emptiness in my room of white walls
It's safe being alone,you're protected from the world
When depression hits I prefer to stay at home
I'll never understand why I'm grieving
But I just stopped it one month ago
Now there's no expression of negative thoughts
I'm starting to feel ashamed of showing too much pain
I'll probably cover it up with a smile so fake
I still don't know how to fix my mind though
I'm overthinking about things I'd better not
But I can make the thoughts go away
By pretending to be busy when I do nothing at all
I don't really feel anything at all
No sadness,no anger,no disappointment anymore
Just emptiness in my room of white walls
It's safe being alone,you're protected from the world
When depression hits I prefer to stay at home
I like looking down from the window
But others don't,cause they think I might fall
There's someone shouting at me from the down floor
Hey don't be afraid I'm just observing,nothing more
I don't really feel anything at all
No sadness,no anger,no disappointment anymore
Just emptiness in my room of white walls
It's safe being alone,you're protected from the world
When depression hits I prefer to stay at home