Kydo Chill Can't Save Me
For every woman that i hurt blame it all on selina
The boy that use to be i just can no longer see him
If i ever pushed you away you can blame it on keisha
Commitment issues i can no longer sink them
Depend on myself so i can say i don't need them
Could win the race a hundred times still won't say that i beat him
They swear the love me, wasn't there when i need them
Had salt for my worlds time to sit down and eat em
I was just lil a boy mad at the world for no reason
Misunderstood and didn't care if you seen it
Kicked out of preschool, hospitalized 2 kids and the teacher
My mom use to call me a demon, why my baby the meanest
Seen my first body at four, i was a front row seater
Trying to figure what lesson they was trying to teach him
Blood flooded on the floor gunfire and screaming
I don't like cops to this day over that ride to the precinct
That same boy playing on his grandmas bus
Beautiful was her name, and i felt safe in her hugs
Fell like the devil on me she protects from above
She's no longer her cause someone shot of a gun
Chip on my shoulder spent my life tryna run
Been losing friends to gun fire since 2001
Post Traumatic stress ain't never been in no war
All these caskets in the city i could build me a fort
Most nights i don't sleep i just sit in the dark
Afraid it's nothing there to give somebody my heart
Guess it was abused misused one to many times
Guess my ears related to mean lies
Couldn't show me were they loyalty lied
Yeah im okay from the out looking inside
Became a ghost i'm a sight for sore eyes
Backwood chiefer someone pass me a light
Look don't tell me everything gone be alright
Keep you thoughts to yourself this ain't lector night
Out her down n my luck i dont care whats right
To feel this pain got cry a thousand rhymes
To fix this hurt you gotta give me a thousand tries
F..ck that love shit said that in so many lines
These bitches can only break my heart so many time
Made me out to be a villain like I'm megatron
What's that little saying about life carries on
Tuned these bitches out, they sing the same song
Pray a lot don't feel like they getting heard lately
Yeah i know you wish you could but you can't save me