Kayak Jones The Mess I've Made
Broken and condemned
Maybe I'll learn to love myself like you said I can hardly comprehend
The sun shattered within my hands
And you swear it's getting better everyday, you seem to say it so convincingly
Cause I know you're afraid
That you'll carry me in a coffin
Wrapped in all the words that they said
Paint in shades of red, your eyes reflecting everything that I said
Fully unprepared, my skin laid bare
The pigments in your face disappeared
Looking down at all the faces I never knew cared, struggling through apologies as if I were there
The sky starts to shadow, their eyes fill with rain
I'm sorry for the mess I made, I did it again
Gripping the coffin overwhelmed by the weight of all the memories we'll never create
I never meant to cause all this, a fatal mistake
I'm sorry for the mess I made, I'm sorry for the mess I've made