Josh A Last Time
[Eddie, the Chauffeur & Clara Topper:]
It's awful dark down there
Darkness never hurt anyone
It ain't the darkness, Mrs. Topper. It's what's in it!
Don't be silly. There's no difference between light and dark; except the lights are out
[Josh A:]
Been doin rap so hate the biz
Started out real now I take the piss
Feel like God been misguidin kids
Feel like this a life of sin, (uh)
And I promote it
A terrible culture man I didn't know it
But this my future man and I can't blow
But at what cost I'm losin my shit
(Uh)
Get in dms and kids say I'm inspiring
Meanwhile I'm thinkin about just retiring
Josh, started doin rap 'cause of you
When I get straight D's mom mad 'cause of you
We should hang out play zombies on Xbox
If you don't reply I'll spam till I'm blocked
Then make all the accounts spam again
Man why don't you write me back?
And I feel real bad because I feel responsible
When I tell kids anything's possible
Then they start to encounter some obstacles
And might blame me when they don't top the goals, (uh)
I try to be positive but late at night all the feelings deposited
Swear they been creepin on me
Tossin and turning man I cannot sleep
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm running, from myself
I'm not the same that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
Late nights, late nights, late nights
Shit gets dark when you turn out the lights
Try to find an outlet, music suffice
Gotta [?], never feelin right
Take it way back to last year
Got my first house man I had no fears
Then a week later Christina gets shot
Then a day later 50 people get dropped
Now I'm so scared of what is next man
I go home on different routes
'Cause you know [?] right outside my f..ckin house
I'm so scared to go outside 'cause everytime I look around
Paranoia plays my mind
I don't know what's goin down
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm not the same that I was in the last time
I'm running, from myself
I'm not the same that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was
