Josh A Darkness (feat. Lil Revive)
End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f..ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f..ckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my f..ckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f..ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f..ckin' habit
Heart breaks every time I see her face now
Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow
Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential
Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential
I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best
Now I'm fillin' up the bank cause I made it off of rap
But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have
It'll never go away, it'll never go away
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up
End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f..ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f..ckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my f..ckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up
