Jinz Moss Heart Beats (feat. Mirrah)
Hook
You ain't f..cking with my inner strength let alone my wordplay when my heart beats it cause sonic booms and earthquakes
Lanie was a lovely little lady she loved school
She walked through the park every day with her uncle
But one day she's walking through the park and she falls down
Lying in a bed of autumn leaves and she calls out
He pulls her up off the floor asks what's up honey bun
She says I don't feel right it hurts in my tummy tum
Strong but she still cries mummy and her daddy's gone
He puts her up on his shoulder
Says you've got a little heavy since you've got a little older
He takes her to the doctor thought he'd better be safe
Started running tests but she been in there for three days
Doctor walks out wicked face of a messenger
Breaks to the uncle that fate had come to beckon her
Radio and Chemo she lives for a year
Without any treatment she dies in a month
He can't breath his whole face is dripping in tears
"This can't be happening she can't die like her mum"
A year down the line she's holding on by a thread
Between her uncle and the doctors she's probably dead
He'd just hold her hand, read her stories, sit by her bed
Only cry when she's asleep
He'd do anything he could to keep her mind from her death
The next few weeks they saw a sign of improvement
Like the inner strength inside him was travelling through her
Her eyes are getting brighter she's fighting the tumor
Her life defied science death couldn't consume her
There's nothing left to say but her story ain't finished yet
She walks through the park kicking leaves with her inner strength
Bridge
Mirrah
I am learning, I can change
Calling out from cold and pain
But now I'm back with inner strength
My mind is kind, yet life has strains
We can get lost but then found again
Callum was the boy to blaze green in his bedroom
So easily influenced he'd do what his friends do
He never had a clue what this all would ascend to
Years in the future he's chillin' with next crews
"Coke's a nice buzz come bruv just take some
You won't get addicted, you a dick or a brave one?"
Peer pressure on a clear measure
He snorts lines to appear clever
His addiction has escalated
His spirit's liquidating methylated
His taking heroin his veins are aching
He's a father now he's 28 n
Can't afford food, can't afford the rent at home
Can't afford his habit so he moves on to Methadone
Poor me poor me but looks at his daughter
She's playing with a needle crouched down in the corner
He switches and ditches his last stash
Says to himself "this is it man I can't lapse"
Every time he looks at his daughter his heart cracks
Gives the kid to his parents, battens down the hatches
T.V, Tinned soup a bowl and mattress
Four days in and his morals have back flipped
Visions in his brain of a spoon and a matchstick
The phone rings he could have sworn he was trippin'
He's speaking to his daughter she adores him n miss him
Says “daddy when you coming home for stories and kisses”
He breaks down like “honey I'm all yours in a minute”
He leaves a week later to go and get his queen back
Life starts for him at 29 as a clean dad
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