If I Were You Always Searching
[Verse 1: Kyle Strang & Randy Pasquarella]
Why the f..ck do I feel this way?
Always searching for the words to say
Cursed thoughts day after day
Is it me, am I going insane?
Darkness closes in
I'm losing hope, I feel it within
Darkness breathes down my neck
I'm losing hope, no way to cope
[Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang]
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
I will never feel free
[Verse 2: Kyle Strang]
Fuck, what is real?
Don't tell me how to feel
How can I deal?
Just tell me how to heal, yeah
Fuck, what is real?
How can I deal?
Just tell me how to heal
[Pre-Chorus: Kyle Strang]
Who am I running from?
I can't do this alone
[Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang]
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
[Bridge: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang]
Going through the motions
I've never felt so dead
The world will never miss me
Always one step ahead
Clouded judgement resides within
Not even half the man I should have been
There is no point in living a lie
My beating heart, just let it die
Just let it die
[Chorus: Randy Pasquarella & Kyle Strang]
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
I will never feel free
What, what?
