Hollow Bones The November Diaries
I am selfishness incarnate, self loathing personified
This is gonna be, a f..cking nightmare
I'd say I don't feel right in my own skin
But honestly that's not enough to describe how bad it's been
Living with myself these past few years
I am ashamed
I'm at the end of my rope
Surrounded on all sides by sharks
These old sails are getting tired
Carrying the weight
Of these beautiful bones
The weight of these beautiful bones, and I'm tired
Of dragging everyone down with me
Down with me -
The guilt like lead in my guts
The guilt like lead in my guts
I have no one to blame but myself
This is my life and it's all I've known
I have no one to blame but myself
This is my life and it's all I've known
It's all I've known...
The truth is, when you dance with the Devil
You wait for the song to stop
The truth is, when you dance with the Devil
You wait for the song to stop
I am selfishness incarnate, self loathing personified
I've spent all my time looking for my reflection
In those I love
But I'll always be let down that way, because what I'm looking for
Should be in me
Why isn't it in me?
It should be in me
Why isn't it in me?
It should be in me
I feel like a raw nerve
Exposed, alienated, with no purpose, no direction
Nowhere to feel at home
What happened to the courage I grew up telling myself that I had?
What happened to the courage I swore I had?
I am the voice of nightmares
And I am never satisfied
