Hkfiftyone Hands
Tell me why I'm so afraid to let you go
I just wanna keep you but you'll never know
You left and now you're gone and I'm six feet below
Wonder where you went and if you're coming home
I'm still haunted day and night by the memory of you
I just gotta move along and let you do what you do
I'm just tryna find some peace, I'm just tryna make it through
Yeah, you said you wouldn't leave and I wish that it was true, yeah
You've been on my mind like a bad dream
You were supposed to be everything I need
Got me feelin' down on my self esteem
Left me so broken, and I want to scream
I've been trying to get past
All the things I feel I lack
Find some comfort in the back
Of a cheap dirty old beat up hatchback
That's why I'm so scared, yeah
To fall in love again, yeah
A new girl she makes me dare, yeah
To feel it when she cares, yeah
You know it isn't fair, yeah
Want your hands all in my, hair
Hope this feeling doesn't wear, yeah
And I wish that I was there
I've been grinding I've been working I've been tryna be distracted
I've been thinking all my life and now I'm thinkin' bout my actions
And I finally got a feeling that all things have been retracted
When I felt something like love and then my heart has been attracted to
Your soft green eyes
And your warm replies
And your whispered sighs
And your warm goodbyes
Don't know why I'm scared I've been down this road before
Conflict in my heart and it's feeling like a war
I've been down so low and I'm sinking through the floor
I want to be okay I don't want this anymore
Sometimes I feel fine and I'm getting thru the day
Been talking to a girl and she make me feel okay
Been tryna move along but some things just make me stay
The memory of you haunts me each and every day
That's why I'm so scared, yeah
To fall in love again, yeah
A new girl she makes my day, yeah
To feel it when she cares, yeah
You know it isn't fair, yeah
Want your hands all in my hair
Hope this feeling doesn't wear, yeah
And I wish that I was there
