Hesslers Koma
movin'eyes are rolling all around
thounge, tries controling, no rest it found
I hear this funny beepin', it's all I have
all the day- leads my way
people keep on talking, their "ignoring me"
standing face to face, not much more to see
I hear this tingling voice, it's all I have
all the day- lead my trail
here am I
this is me
what I was
I will never be
locked in me
prison for free
I just want to stand up
and shout loud
"i don't wanna be!!! this!!!"
I'm ashame in this situation
horrified by a deep frustration
to stong to die alone
and too weak to give my soul a home
I tried and I still try
I am so sad, deeply sad
but even my tears have dried
even my soul hasn't cried no more
life can be dirty whore
which I can not ignore
here am I
this is me
what I was
I will never be
I will never be
locked in me
prison for free
I just want to stand up
and shout loud
"i don't wanna be!!! this!!!"
my best friends cannot visit me
about problems, in their eyes to see
sometimes a mid-gentle streak
as your remembering me
of what it was "to be"
here am I
this is me
what I was
I will never be
locked in me
prison for free
I just want to stand up
and shout loud
"i don't wanna be!!! this!!!"
