Heart To Heart In Case You Haven't Noticed
There's something wrong these days
I'm running on an empty tank and you can't fill up on pain
If that was the case I'd never, no I'd never need anything
I'm like a clock without a face spinning aimlessly in space
I'm spinning on and on and on
This is my life laid on a plate and I hate the f..cking taste
It's a civil war I just can't battle anymore
Been trapped in this hole for so many years
And I've been searching for a shovel
For my surface, for my view
And I won't find them anytime soon
If I keep thinking too much this hole will fill up
It's not the first time but it's the worst time
And I feel like I'm out of sight out of mind
I let it pass me by. It's crazy to think that I
Have lived over half my life and I'm not even twenty five
It's 11:12 and I didn't make a wish
I've been driving through tunnels without holding my breath
I've been walking under ladders, and I've been throwing mirrors just so I
Can watch them shatter
(On and on, my life goes on.)
And in case you didn't know this I've been down on my luck
And in case you haven't noticed I am set to self destruct
I've been desperate for changes but I've been looking in all the wrong places
(I went looking for the man upstairs but he just wasn't there
Well it's time that I change my ways cause' this shit just isn't working out for me
It's time that I start giving a f..ck
It's time that I start picking myself up
Cause' this Puerto Rican/Italian is a rambling man
I'm a gambling man
And even if the odds are against me I'm gonna take my chance
And if die I just ask one thing, make sure this shit keeps playing.)