Alone By Myself Lyrics

(HOOK)

I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)

(VERSE 1)

A project kid with anger inside

Look close you can see the pain in my eyes

How many years it was bottled up

I never could cry

9 years old praying

Asking god why

But I never got a answer

So as I got older

I had a chip on my shoulder

Can't count how many times I wish my life was over

Dad and moms fighting over and over

Growing up I seen it all

I came from the bottom

Because of my skin color

Everyone wanna doubt him

You couldnt walk in my shoes

Or survive this far with everything I been thru

I gotta reason why I act this way

Just take a minute and listen to what I have to say

I know I aint perfect and got some f..cked up ways

Looking in the mirror like damn I gotta change

(HOOK)

I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)

(VERSE 2)

I talked to doctors

They even try to write me prescriptions

But to tell you my life

Who the f..ck is you to listen

Like you truly care

Who the f..ck is you kidding

I was only 14 locked up in the system

Moms told me next stop is a grave or a prison

Wish I can just start from the beginning

Any day is a given with a anger condition

I just black out

And don't remember what I did

Having thoughts of me slicing my wrist

Feelin like the only one goin thru nights like this

And ever since my dad died

It only got harder

Every time I get up

I just keep on fallin

Happiness was something I aint never see often

Before I see that I'll prolly see a coffin

Anti social

Speak when spoken too

You wouldn't understand what I'm goin thru

(HOOK)

I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)