Deeexpus Pointless Child
You can see me when you want to,
Pick me up, yet leave me down.
Like a child I'll follow wherever you walk to,
I'll be there whenever you're around.
The feeling that you left, could have broken my heart,
But the minute that you left proved me wrong.
And the moments that elapsed, saw my happiness part,
I should have realized back then that you were gone.
I could have tried a little harder,
I could have strayed right at your feet.
I should have maybe been a little stronger,
But as I write, I can only spell "weak".
The lifetime that has passed, in a matter of days
With the promises of never ending love.
Like a tourniquet-applied, to my still beating heart
No words, but your silence said enough.
You think you got me where you want,
You got me,
What I need to get me's sanity.
You think you'll have me where you want
To have me
What you need is therapy.
Cease playing with my brain. Drained
Taken from me. Gained.
Games, won't participate again.
Can only try so hard, can't
Contemplate how far
You're taking heart, apart we are.
Thought I'd got it right, this time
Mind made and I
Distorted life, was blind.
Sight of hind kind, 'be nice
If I could find rhyme
Or reason, little pointless child.
